If our gods and our hopes are nothing but scientific phenomena then it must be said our love in scientific as well.- "L'Eve Future"

"Life is pain, highness.

Whoever tells you different is selling something."

I think I've found a new lust.

And it's getting to me... Because I can't get to him.

40 minutes out of my way for a friends best friend who might not even be interested in something so low as lust over love. But last night I could tell he wanted something other than a conversation.

Aw.

That was a dissapointing night.

Have you ever made a whole meal for yourself... Preparing for a half an hour or more, using up half of the food in your fridge... Just to be then satisfied with only one bite?

My neighbors shout something in german at me every morning. They don't appreciate me smoking on my front porch wearing little more than a bra and some pilfered boxers from my roommates drawer. He never notices they're missing untill I go to put them back.

Well fuck you, Mr. Bear... I'll do what I damn well please.

I'm a beginner at this game. Just learning the basic rules... But am I kidding myself? Rules do not apply when it comes to bending hearts. Stretching them in all directions, just to see how long they'll last. As long as they don't know what you're doing to them, there will be no need for abiding by the laws of love.

Sitting up there on my pedestal.

I wonder how fast I can come down.

I'll feel high and mighty, up untill someone turns me on my own table. Up untill I meet the one who has been playing longer than me.